if i talk to you,

if i talk to you,

i'll think two times longer

i'll become both childish and mature

i'll try my best but sometimes i fail

i'll hold few things deep inside

i'll bury my emotion and feeling

i'll get angry because your words

i'll have a will to debate with you

i'll resist to produce tears

i'll force my self to be patient

but the worst part is

i'll love you, again

should i shut my mouth and stop talking to you?